It’s #FridayNight y’all #July 18, 2025 #WYD
- Rowan Pearl
- Jul 18, 2025
- 3 min read
Hello my #Loves! So, I need to confess… I have been binging #SisterWives and man that Kody! I am actually getting angry and pissed off with all that shit! I can actually feel the narcissistic tongues. Like sharp blades just barely cutting your skin and then rubbing salt in the wound. Ugh, I am actually starting to do #ShadowWork because I can feel the ooze.
I wasn’t able to hold any LIVEs on TT for a couple days - I had a TN attack on the live I was doing and had to shut down, and it got me BAD! I was down from that evening, the next whole day, and part of this day. I am able to leave the bed and do stuff, I just need to be careful. I also got my meds so it kind of is helping. Today was the first day back. It was ok. I was starting to get hoarse.
I still haven’t done anything in the #ShadowWork books. I did read the first chapter of one. I haven’t done the exercises… yet. I have a journal to use for the exercises. I don’t want to mess the book up LOL
So, I keep getting flashes of different scenarios in places I don’t know; I just can’t figure out what it means. Maybe I am finally starting to get in tune!! I, for some reason, saw something about Death Doulas! OMG I am so excited to be drawn to something that I can really do! No, its not morbid. It is to be that someone to help another pass on. Help to make memorial services. I am really excited!
I have to save up the $1400 or so bucks in order to even start. I was thinking about Funeral Director, and jobs in that line of work - help with autopsies… maybe this Death Doula is what I was being directed to. And it’s my one year anniversary of my OD. And being there I was in Heaven, I mean it’s weird and so very beautiful. To me it’s not called Heaven, it was a place that makes you feel like heaven. But it is peaceful, I had no pain; but a little girl who was there and my Grandma kept telling me “You’re work isnt’t done yet” and Grandma told me to go over to the light. Yes ,there was a light. The little girl was holding my hand. I didn’t want to go. I was finally peaceful.
It showed me humility though. Big Time. And the reminders of the bad parts too… I got triggered. I was so pissed off. But…. Whatever. Ugh!!! So, Shadow work…. I think I may do it in parts in videos and just have the major parts.
On the show they are doing Christmas separately… but I hear the the music an I float into a quick Christmas mode! LOL… give me movies and music, tree in Rockerfeller Center, ice skating, hot cocoa or coffee…. It is such a great feeling - spirit feeling.
I just smelled the pine trees… OH… I wanted to share this...
What are your gifts? I just get clips of things. Some are from my history and some no clue who's history. But hopefully I can learn to use them! Sometimes I hear names being called, sometimes visions , it's just odd.
So many, sounds, music, seeing and hearing the snow crunching under my feet; the smell, oy see, I am now going into some memories again! Ahhh, I think this may be something to work on….
So, I thought I was an Empath and this is such a great visual! Meds are kicking in…
Always remember I love you, til later, and Blessed Be!
RP
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